Trust & the pain body.

The antidote to pain is trust. Trust is deep listening in full communion with the source of our own being. That connection has a very precise mechanism, given to us at birth, and if we nakedly meet our own selves in the purification space, we need nothing else to embody all that we are.

Many of us have suffered trauma and abuse especially in childhood. As a result we form a pain body which leads us, quite understandably to build another pathway other than our own by which to materialise our own source connection. This is because meeting ourselves alone has become so uncomfortable. Effectively we set up false gods on the external, which would seem to plug the gap between who we have become and that far away sense of home.

But these substitutes in the end bring us great pain. Not only do they invariably come with a cost, we still cannot master our own lives, ourselves. The pain driving us in the first place only grows and in the end it takes over, leading us to become numb. We cannot feel the Source, we do not know whether it is present or absent, and we start to develop a lack of trust in ourselves … and then others.

A lot of you have tried to use your minds and theories to work out how to be perfect. And a fair number are dealing with using alcohol, sugar, mind altering chemicals and/or shamanic substances to keep your pain body at bay.