personal issues

Resolving difficult situations

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Dear all

It is impossible to change a situation on the outside, until you quite literally touch the place out of which that problem came. Everything in this world lies with a particular bandwidth. If you inhabit only that bandwidth yourself, no matter how hard you try to fix your problems, they will not resolve.

Matter issues out of an inception point which resonates at a very particular setting. If you can grasp that frequency and take it back into your source connection, this is where the transmutation of any circumstance becomes possible.

This is not mystical. It is ruthlessly logical and practical. In the purification space, anything can be undone.

The human being has the capability, because of its advanced emotional repertoire to sense even the slightest distortion, anomaly or source of injustice and pain. Severe illness, the destruction of nature, terrible arguments, war, famine and corruption … all upset the healthy human being deeply. We know the way things should be. We know when something is wrong. We just have to reverse the manifestation pathway of what is troubling us by recognising there is a problem, harnessing it, then taking it into our own source connection.

Use today’s track to do this. Via the medium of your body, you can start to return anything that appears to be beyond solution or your control - however extreme - into dissolution,

I am always purifying. My tracks take any personal purification deeper.

Play while you meditate, do things, lie in the bath … until all the words go in without losing awareness or falling asleep. Listen for yourself or for someone else, naming them silently within at the beginning. You can also play the recording with the sound turned down in the background, while you are busy or sleeping.

Available for listening/saving to computer only until Wed May 22, 9:30am British Summer Time. After this, please purchase from the purification tracks page:

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A brief update on in-person private sessions. You can only attend for one of these if you have been working with me longer term. If you would like to join the waiting list for June sign up here.

Meanwhile more Telephone 121s will open tomorrow at 7:30pm. Spaces go within minutes so book quickly. Click here to check the page out ahead.

Much love x

© Dr Jacqueline Hobbs 2019. All rights reserved.

What is the Source?

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Dear all

There is so much confusion about “The Source.” The religions and religious movements of course, name it God, Yahweh, Allah, Sophia, Atman/Brahman, Tao etc - deifying or personifying it - while other pathways celebrate the Mother, nature, consciousness, tathagatagarbha, the sub-quantum level of reality etc. the formulations are endless.

All of these approaches celebrate, describe and reveal the mystery of the Source and are to be honoured and respected. You will have heard many times that they point to the same thing. And yet there is a complication. All of them also are wrapped up with the personal issues of their founders, their deeds and personal trajectories as well as what their lives and words have then inspired in others who have purported to represent them.

The vibration of religion and spirituality therefore has a shadow side, despite holding much of the truth of reality.

Meanwhile, you have always had your own source connection, which devoid of personal issues, functions as a distinct, very practical set of wirings, linked to your body. Here the Source is revealed not as an object or person but a very unique, specific configuration of individual settings, complete with purity and the knots or blocks sabotaging that.

It really is that simple. The aim and successful outcome of all paths and practices is 100% embodiment of your own source connection, fully purified: a force which is so powerful, it can easily change the world.

Today’s track strips back all the concepts and plugs you straight back into that exquisitely no-nonsense space where the very best of what you have encountered in the religious and spiritual worlds is enhanced and all falsity dissolves away in preference of direct truth.

I am always purifying. My tracks take any personal purification deeper.

Play while you meditate, do things, lie in the bath … until all the words go in without losing awareness or falling asleep. Listen for yourself or for someone else, naming them silently within at the beginning. You can also play the recording with the sound turned down in the background, while you are busy or sleeping.

Available for listening/saving to computer only until Sat May 18, 9:30am British Summer Time. After this, please purchase from the purification tracks page:

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New events have gone up on the calendar including the exciting new Deep Silence Day (Jun 13); the next 2 talks at Kennet Valley Hall on Earth history and Earth energies (Jul 6) and Death and Dying (Sep 22) and a Silent Focus Group in the same area just before them; and then a whole Deep Silence Week over Christmas! (Dec 23-30). We have lots more to come this month with Silent Focus groups in Bruton, Bristol and Glastonbury, plus next month there will be a return to Glastonbury Town Hall with the much awaited public talk on time travel and once again the Rejuvenate group (Jun 24) on all physical health issues.

Take a look at Special Events section on the homepage.

Much love x

© Dr Jacqueline Hobbs 2019. All rights reserved.

Allowing yourself

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Dear all

Often we put the goal of being totally free in all things, far into the future. Being ourselves, free of all constraints and unlimited time and relaxation in which to achieve whatever you wish - is usually right down the bottom of the list.

But something can only take form, if we have already potentiated the space in which that occurs. We have to allow the possibility of not only the whole of ourselves to exist unlimitedly, but the pathway of manifestation actually operating.

Otherwise we endlessly try to achieve results out of the space where we might not even believe something can happen; where good things happen for others but not specifically for us; or where we don’t truly believe we deserve or are worthy of fulfilling our dreams. Unsurprisingly, under these conditions, what we desire can take a long time to manifest, if at all.

In today’s purification track, you can strengthen your own ability to bring out the basic conditions in which your desires are made real. Manifestation rests on a platform of quickening the materiality of this universe, which is a very precise setting. As a result, you live in a world where:

  • You are financially successful without harming or disadvantaging others

  • You are 100% healthy and you do the things you really dream yourself doing

  • There is no war, famine & oppression and making mistakes, being imperfect, and innocently doing things wrong is not held against you

  • Full creativity reigns, releasing and expressing the human spirit without censorship

  • The colour, shape and size of your body; your identity; and lifestyle is celebrated, valued & supported

  • Nature is sacred and any act of environmental destruction is unimaginable

  • Peace, love and the living of life is entirely aligned with the Source itself, with the sole intention of enhancing and bettering the quality of life for all beings

I am always purifying. My tracks take any personal purification deeper.

Play while you meditate, do things, lie in the bath … until all the words go in without losing awareness or falling asleep. Listen for yourself or for someone else, naming them silently within at the beginning. You can also play the recording with the sound turned down in the background, while you are busy or sleeping.

Available for listening/saving to computer only until Wed May 15, 9:30am British Summer Time. After this, please purchase from the purification tracks page:

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A quick note about Telephone 121s. 40 spaces were made available for the week May 12-18 and they went in about 10 minutes, leaving many of disappointed. I will be releasing spaces again, this coming Sunday evening for the week after (May 19-25). In this second round, there will be far more spaces. So if you did not get an appointment first time, you are sure to after that. 

Thanks for your patience, I know you will be eager to check in with me after the Immersion.

Much love x

© Dr Jacqueline Hobbs 2019. All rights reserved.

Regret & sincerity

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Dear all

There are things we have all said and done - or not said and done - which haunt us. We can also be particularly hung up on things which have happened … things we consider painful and wrong … which we wish had never happened. These are all occasions for regret.

We can even have regret without really knowing what that is or why. Once again, something in the past has become “stuck” and is influencing us - maybe even something long ago which happened to an ancestor in our family line.

Regret, more precisely, is the continual registering on the mental level, that something is wrong. This compounds the emotions already linked to it, which then of course feeds the reoccurrence of that conscious noticing over and over again. (This is more accurately termed a “time loop”). That whole phenomenon is telling us that something is blocking our source connection, but, however hard we try not to hang on to the past or hold something against ourselves or another, it can be very hard to change the overriding feeling that something or someone, should have been different.

Sincerity by contrast, is the back face of the coin of regret. When we deeply wish for the happiness of all beings including ourselves - because we understand that this is the full potential of every being on the planet - we are able to move on from whatever they have said or done (or not said and not done).

The past can be rewritten and in fact, it is constantly being rewritten, until we identify with something and slow down that continuous momentum. What is then required is another quality which prises us loose of the things we insist are ‘wrong’ or should change.

The track today will drive deeper that very mechanism by which we let go of the past, reconnect with sincerity, and come to know trust. There are many things wrong with this world and a lot that people do which perhaps they shouldn’t. But if we only see the dark where light also exists, we condemn our own selves to even more of exactly the same misery as what we may have already experienced. The possibility of transformation, particularly in those close to us, begins to ebb away.

This is different to forgiveness by the way. Forgiveness is a type of letting go, but often it focuses more on the other or a second party, rather than also ourselves. We have to forgive ourselves too, which is an eternal act of remembering, in utter sincerity, that anything however terrible, can be completely undone.

I am always purifying. My tracks take any personal purification deeper.

Play while you meditate, do things, lie in the bath … until all the words go in without losing awareness or falling asleep. Listen for yourself or for someone else, naming them silently within at the beginning. You can also play the recording with the sound turned down in the background, while you are busy or sleeping.

Available for listening/saving to computer only until Sat May 11, 9:30am British Summer Time. After this, please purchase from the purification tracks page:

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A quick note about Telephone 121s. 40 spaces were made available for the week May 12-18 and they went in about 10 minutes, leaving many of disappointed. I will be releasing spaces again, this coming Sunday evening for the week after (May 19-25). In this second round, there will be far more spaces. So if you did not get an appointment first time, you are sure to after that. 

Thanks for your patience, I know you will be eager to check in with me after the Immersion.

Much love x

© Dr Jacqueline Hobbs 2019. All rights reserved.

Exhaustion & aliveness

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Dear all

It was wonderful to see you all at Kennet Valley Hall yesterday and have such a large amount of you on remote attendance. Similarly, the night before in Devizes where we held a Silent Focus Group, there were some very powerful group and personal purifications. Recordings for all events will be with you today.

What I noticed was how extraordinarily fatigued some of you were. Layers and layers of exhaustion were piling on top of an ancestral weariness, getting heavier and heavier.

When we are merely fatigued, a good night’s sleep and a rest at the weekend usually does the trick. However, with the strains of modern living, this is rarely the case. What is causing the fatigue only increases in presence in our lives, pulling us further and further away from the wellspring out of which all energy comes.

Almost comically, we then resort to strategies, teachers, books and courses to get more energy or even get our energy back. Meanwhile the primary concern which needs addressing is aligning directly with the unlimitedness available to us - 24 hours a day - and removing what is blocking that connection.

When you use your own source connection rather than relying on someone or something else for your energy, you access the infinity of the universe and can also interact with other energy sources cleanly without dependency. If your source connection is blocked by personal issues however, the amount of energy available to you will be limited.

In this recording you can receive a purification not only of the layers of tiredness that have accumulated in your life but that ancestral load of exhaustion which may also be slowing down. With the freeing of the blocks in your source connection, your own ability to activate cell repair, rejuvenate and dismantle old patterns and paradigms - especially after trauma, an accident or surgery - dramatically increases.

I also expand the capacity of your source connection to receive and embody more energy in this track. Then you can speed your revitalisation by developing your body’s capacity to hold the full vitality of you not just by exercising, but by building your body with the support of nature.

I am always purifying. My tracks take any personal purification deeper.

Play while you meditate, do things, lie in the bath … until all the words go in without losing awareness or falling asleep. Listen for yourself or for someone else, naming them silently within at the beginning. You can also play the recording with the sound turned down in the background, while you are busy or sleeping.

Available for listening/saving to computer only until Wed May 8, 9:30am British Summer Time. After this, please purchase from the purification tracks page:

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On Tuesday we have the Immersion Support Group - important if you attended the Silent Immersion during April. In this group you receive a personal purification at the combined strength of the group to stabilise and integrate the outcomes of last month’s work. I can have a good look at how you are doing and tie up any loose ends for you: Click here to join >>

And from Wednesday I will be in London, where you can attend my Silent Focus Groups in-person or remotely for a personal purification: Join me in London W2 or Join me in London W10.

Much love x

© Dr Jacqueline Hobbs 2019. All rights reserved.

Technology & the internet

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Dear all

Technology is a wonderful thing used wisely, responsibly and healthily, though many of us have worries about how long we spend on computers; how dependent all of us are on them; and how much our young people may be being affected by screen time and persistent moving images. Much of the effect of particularly microwave-based devices is unresearched and a few scientists fear that the longer term consequences may be serious, even lethal, for both humans and the environment.

What do we do? We need to use laptops and mobile phones to book things, to earn money, keep in touch with our friends and family, and learn about what is going on in the world. An open internet is one of the most powerful ways, materially, that we can promote this.

And yet, technology only mimics the human capacity. Anything technology can do, you can do better. How do we harness our own capacities to communicate and extract information unlimitedly, while using technology safely only to enhance this?

The answers are several fold and personal in each case. Every human being also has to decide exactly what is right for them from an informed position. Meanwhile today’s purification track will really help with the following:

** Where technology has taken too much of a hold over your life 

** Worries about the future concerning the internet; ethics & privacy; and any potentially negative health effects from usage and exposure

** Establishing a protective buffer strengthening your personal field so particularly microwave effects are transmuted by your source connection

** Tackling the addictive element of the rapidly moving image

** Increasing awareness around your personal boundaries in relation to looking at screens and how much you use your mobile phone

** Clearing the content stored on all your electronic devices past, present and future

** Transmuting any harmful or dense vibrations that may distort your emotions, thinking or spiritual biology.

** Plugging into the intracellular communication; telepathic aspect of your own nature; and your ability to be consciously aware of the interconnections which run throughout this universe - with or without technology

** A clearing for your home, office and sleeping space during the night of any potentially harmful influences

** Reinstating direct communication in everyday life within and without before you reach for technology

** A special section for anyone especially any children you may be concerned about regarding their use of and exposure to technology and its devices.

I am always purifying. My tracks take any personal purification deeper.

Play while you meditate, do things, lie in the bath … until all the words go in without losing awareness or falling asleep. Listen for yourself or for someone else, naming them silently within at the beginning. You can also play the recording with the sound turned down in the background, while you are busy or sleeping.

Available for listening/saving to computer only until Sat May 4, 9:30am British Summer Time. After this, please purchase from the purification tracks page:

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The Silent Immersion Retreat is now complete. I look forward to hearing any feedback about the Reboots during the month of April, which were especially powerful. Remember the Immersion Support Group on May 7 if you were on the Retreat too - to integrate the outcomes and tie up any loose ends:

Click here to join the Immersion Support Group

Remember that we are in the time corridor between the 3rd Supermoon of March 21 on time (and who and what we really are) and the upcoming Blue Moon on May 28 where our communicative abilities will exponentially diversify and increase as we move into the summer.

The more you focus on and communicate out loud about the positives of your journey and what is opening up, the more you will pull the effects of your personal purifications out into the real world for faster change. Sometimes things move so fast, we forget to use the power of our speech to hasten more of what we really want to see.

Much love x

© Dr Jacqueline Hobbs 2019. All rights reserved.

Boundaries & abuse

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Dear all

As you can imagine, many people ask me what to do when enduring abuse in their intimate relationships friendships, a workplace or family situation. Examples abound. 

Rarely however, do people realise that if one is the victim of abuse, very often (but not 100% always) one is also likely acting out of an abuse space too ... without even realising it.

The two are actually locked together. On the majority of occasions, it is impossible to be abused unless you are engaged in some type of abusive behaviour yourself. And the opposite is also true. If you abuse, albeit innocently and unconsciously, more likely than not, you are also the victim of abuse - past, present or future.

In the therapy world, there are many excellent models and approaches for how to combat abuse with stronger boundaries; the recovery of self esteem; specialised emotional support; and behaviour remodelling. The key in general, usually involves changing behaviour and facing fear / the reasons for the resistance around doing so.

But there has to be something else for these strategies to sustain. Abuse and being a victim of it both exist at a certain frequency. One must operate out of a completely different space to that frequency. in the first place for any strategies to succeed. Otherwise any changes will not hold power or even worse, the person will free themselves from one form of abuse, then simply re-entangle with another.

Abuse is so deeply intertwined with modern living, it can be very hard to tell the two apart. Of course, it is easy to say that an abuse-free existence is where one feels no pressure to be a certain way; where one never screams at someone else to get their point across; or where there is an absence of physical intimidation. We all know how abuse looks. But these days, what is abuse is often schmoozed as being cool or celebrated and marketed in the media. And what is not abuse is mistaken for being controversial, troublemaking, and even illegal. 

The definitions have become very blurred, because of course, they are merely definitions. The vocabulary is not inclusive of the actual vibration of what it is addressing.

Today’s recording reinstates the pure space outside of the loop of both abuser and victim - strengthening it and transmuting the dissonance that threatens it. It also drives in each of the characteristics of the proper boundaries you will have for yourself ... minus any seen or unseen hindrances you may have going on in your own personal field. This then automatically re-shapes your behaviour - diminishing the possibility of any physical, emotional, mental or spiritual soil in which abuse takes root.

I am always purifying. My tracks take any personal purification deeper.

Play while you meditate, do things, lie in the bath … until all the words go in without losing awareness or falling asleep. Listen for yourself or for someone else, naming them silently within at the beginning. You can also play the recording with the sound turned down in the background, while you are busy or sleeping.

Available for listening/saving to computer only until Wed May 1, 9:30am British Summer Time. After this, please purchase from the purification tracks page:

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Our time in Bosnia is sadly coming to a close. The Immersion has 3 more days to go and there will be at least one more post. Most of you will have looked at the Mailchimp by now and started booking for May events. Do act quickly as spaces go very fast.

Please also note that when you donate, you always have the opportunity to ask a question. If the question is personal, it will be dealt with in any Reboot group you join, where you receive personal attention. If the question is more metaphysical, it will be answered in whichever group is most applicable. 

Both questions and answers are always dealt with anonymously. Today someone has asked me as part of their Reboot group donation:

Is the intensity of thought during this Immersion - me identifying with the worst of me as it leaves?

This is an excellent question. It will be fully answered in the recording attached to the Immersion Support Group, but it is also worth attention here too.

When thought intensifies it is because a high vibration is also operating, which is forcing that interference out to the surface. It is nothing to worry about. Just relax.

Much love x

© Dr Jacqueline Hobbs 2019. All rights reserved.

Losing one's self

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Dear all

When we lose our felt sense of self in the body, a space opens up in your personal field ripe for occupation by others. In many ways this movement is purely logical: something empty must be filled. But the result is extremely painful for the person concerned. 

Firstly you will end up catering for the wishes of others more than yourself. 

Secondly, it will be harder to know what you feel or who you are, which in extreme cases disrupts the hormonal balance and leaves your system vulnerable to bacteria and parasites.

Thirdly, you start to reside more in other realms beyond the body where the bulk of your personal power lies constantly beyond your reach, diminishing your ability to be seen or heard in the real world.

The outcome is inevitably control issues - because you are out of control - and powerlessness - because you have less and less power in the lived domain of everyday experience where it really counts. Weight gain, obsession, always being on the move, and addiction creep in - in a vain attempt to bring more ballast to your presence in the world, only fuelling the cycle more ferociously. 

Pain and trauma often leads us to lose our sense of self. We willingly evacuate our body space because it is too agonising to stay. Bullying, family invasion and spirit attachment is another reason: those close to us may have lost their own connection and so want to usurp yours instead. And often quite innocently, we give our power away without knowing the implications. Only when it is too late do we realise the reality of our existence - that we have lost our own independent existence.

Facing the fear of reclaiming ourselves and the value of our difference while being unhooked from those influences binding us is key to regaining our own personal sovereignty in these situations. Rebalancing the passive and active aspects of our identity then allows us to successfully engage with who and what we must ... without drowning in the silence, tendency to withdraw and being rebelliously different, which we may well have been taking refuge in.

We exist: and that is a beautiful thing, whatever form it takes and with all its imperfections. Use this purification track today to strengthen, ground and restore your own felt sense of self in the body - so you live your own life in healthy interdependence with the people and things around you.

I am always purifying. My tracks take any personal purification deeper.

Play while you meditate, do things, lie in the bath … until all the words go in without losing awareness or falling asleep. Listen for yourself or for someone else, naming them silently within at the beginning. You can also play the recording with the sound turned down in the background, while you are busy or sleeping.

Available for listening/saving to computer only until Sat Apr 27, 9:30am British Summer Time. After this, please purchase from the purification tracks page:

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Booking is now open on the website for all events in May - and a Mailchimp will come round towards the end of the week too.

Speaking of Mailchimp, if you rarely or never access these emails, you will be removed from the mailing list on Saturday. An email has been sent to you today, giving you the opportunity to remain in contact if you should not wish to be automatically unsubscribed. 

Telephone 121s meanwhile will open towards the end of the month and I will mention them separately, a little further on.

Lastly on Saturday we will have the last Reboot group of the Retreat, again on pain, this time helping with the anger that comes about with lack of boundaries and abuse, particularly, but not limited to intimate relationships. Do sign up if you feel called.

Much love x

© Dr Jacqueline Hobbs 2019. All rights reserved.

Trust - and the pain body

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Dear all

The antidote to pain is trust. Trust is deep listening in full communion with the source of our own being. That connection has a very precise mechanism, given to us at birth, and if we nakedly meet our own selves in the purification space, we need nothing else to embody all that we are.

Many of us have suffered trauma and abuse especially in childhood. As a result we form a pain body which leads us, quite understandably to build another pathway by which to connect to the Source, because meeting ourselves alone is so uncomfortable. Effectively we set up false gods on the external, which would seem to plug the gap between who we have become and that far away sense of home.

But these substitutes in the end bring us great pain. Not only do they invariably come with a cost, we still cannot master our own lives, ourselves. The pain driving us in the first place only grows and in the end it takes over, leading us to become numb. We cannot feel the Source, we do not know whether it is present or absent, and we start to develop a lack of trust in ourselves ... and then others.

The recording today, comes on the back of a very intense purification, where either you or someone in your family, is deeply intertwined with pain and a substitute for the pain: driving the roots of that pain even deeper into your bodies and your family line. Many of your ancestors have been medicated or addicted. A lot of you have tried to use your minds and theories to work out how to be perfect. And a fair number are dealing with using alcohol, sugar, mind altering chemicals and/or shamanic substances to keep your pain body at bay.

I am always purifying. My tracks take any personal purification deeper.

Play while you meditate, do things, lie in the bath … until all the words go in without losing awareness or falling asleep. Listen for yourself or for someone else, naming them silently within at the beginning. You can also play the recording with the sound turned down in the background, while you are busy or sleeping.

Available for listening/saving to computer only until Wed April 24, 9:30am British Summer Time. After this, please purchase from the purification tracks page:

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Your purification was once again completed today in Bosnia, 300m underground in the high frequency tunnels beneath the Pyramid of the Sun. The Silent Immersion Retreat is two thirds of the way through and is getting deeper and deeper. In the next few days, there will be a MailChimp coming round - do make sure you are on the mailing list.

Much love x

© Dr Jacqueline Hobbs 2019. All rights reserved.

Heartbreak

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Dear all

The pain at heartbreak can be the hardest to get past. We are all at the core, very tender, very fragile beings ... and sometimes we must endure colossal devastations and times of immense grief that no one would wish on another.

What is taken was never truly yours and what we are given is only ever temporary. But in the solidness of this universe we tend to forget that and the wish to own, possess and make our fortunes permanent is more often the overriding factor: colouring our motivations and leading us to suffer gravely.

We have all known heartbreak in one form or another. And when this wound is deep, it can cause us literally to split into two identities, which increasingly as we journey on, pit themselves against each other. The root of many mental conditions is irreconcilable pain in the heart. And at its deepest level, this can lead to a complete closing of the door on love.

Whether you have known great sadness, grief and loss or are suffering from romantic heartbreak, these wounds must ease out into the shallows and finally wash away before we can be made whole and the heart truly open again. So often we feel we are not enough; can never be loved; and don’t really know how to love. This is the result when, for whatever reason, the heart has broken.

Listen to this track today especially for those close to you as well as yourselves. There are many generations of your family perhaps who have suffered the loss of loved ones particularly in war and times of disease and hunger. When the heart mends, your body becomes stronger and it is possible to live and believe in yourself again, directly from the core. Then, there is joy.

I am always purifying. My tracks take any personal purification deeper.

Play while you meditate, do things, lie in the bath … until all the words go in without losing awareness or falling asleep. Listen for yourself or for someone else, naming them silently within at the beginning. You can also play the recording with the sound turned down in the background, while you are busy or sleeping.

Available for listening/saving to computer only until Sat Apr 20, 9:30am British Summer Time. After this, please purchase from the purification tracks page:

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Also a few notices for you. From this point onwards, all sessions in the Reboot groups will be completed any time during the entire stretch of a Wednesday and Saturday. It seems pointless these days to put them within a certain limit as so often, after 9:30am, there is still more to be done. If you wish to join me at any point on the day of your session by taking a quiet moment or sitting down to meditate or be alone, do so according to your feeling and know that at any point this is a very good thing to do if you have time.

Meanwhile, I cannot emphasise enough that whether you are on the Silent Immersion or not, your Reboot session is exceptionally powerful at the moment. Many of you have been experiencing the resurfacing of physical or emotional conditions which you thought had gone. Don’t panic. You are being asked to make sure you have truly changed your behaviour from the setting where your condition first formed. The pattern behind the problem is so far into dissolution, in the vacuum remaining, you have still not quite grasped how to take on your new self. Look at where you are giving yourself pain by keeping yourself small or unexpressed - and make real practical moves to take on a larger life with more of your self-honesty out in the open.

Needless to say your aftercare will be exceptionally important in this regard.

Lastly, booking for May events will open shortly and for those of who you have not yet joined for the Love, Sex, Intelligence event at Kennet Valley Hall on Sat May 4, there will be another opportunity to do so via MailChimp this week. Meanwhile Erica is getting in touch with those of you who have already signed up, just to check that your previous booking still stands.

Much love x

© Dr Jacqueline Hobbs 2019. All rights reserved.

Jealousy, competitiveness & aggression

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Dear all

Jealousy can tear lives apart. It can particularly arise in juxtaposition with those we love and often, is oddly triggered by them. Other times we simply covet something or someone else, perhaps without even knowing why, but we suddenly become fixated to the point of even destroying someone or something - and we cannot let go.

The root of jealousy is the very neutral force of our source connection. As all of us surges forward for embodiment in this world, if there are patterns, issues and blocks in the way, that tremendous flow will get choked off and remain unspent. There lies the seeds of powerlessness and frustration when we cannot move past the pressure of our own unexpressed gifts and talents. And, some type of greater force is needed to burst through the layers building up.

Competitiveness comes where we do not how to put our own talents and gifts fully into the world. Competition with others is not bad or wrong, but it may become unhealthy when not rooted in a more healthy competition with ourselves: to be better and improve on our terms.

Taking responsibility for our own life path and making the moves, however fearful or angry we might be, to furnish our own selves with what we want and to try to make our own lives happen - the gap closes in which the possibility for unhealthy competition arises.

Try this track for mitigating any circumstances of jealousy, within or without, having a destructive influence on your life, including unhealthy competition and the aggression this often spawns.

I am always purifying. My tracks take any personal purification deeper.

Play while you meditate, do things, lie in the bath … until all the words go in without losing awareness or falling asleep. Listen for yourself or for someone else, naming them silently within at the beginning. You can also play the recording with the sound turned down in the background, while you are busy or sleeping.

Available for listening/saving to computer only until Wed April 17, 9:30am British Summer Time. After this, please purchase from the purification tracks page:

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If you would like to purchase Jealousy, competitiveness & aggression mp3:

Much love x

© Dr Jacqueline Hobbs 2019. All rights reserved.

Guilt, blame & shame

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Dear all

We blame ourselves all of the time. If it isn’t what we have done, it’s just as much what we haven’t. In a culture of striving and perfection, we are perpetually encouraged to do better, be better and be our best.

But is this the way? We can gradually feel completely undermined and totally lose our confidence if we don’t continually make the grade. We lose faith in ourselves feeling we will never be good enough and start to see our lives only in terms of the aims, achievements and ambitions we have never met - also judging everyone else by the same standards we fail we keep to ourselves. In an age where life’s failures so quickly becomes public property, the shame - and the blame - quickly take over.

Not exactly a recipe for happiness.

Standards and endeavour have their place but if that deep contentment is what we are looking for, it is better to understand guilt, blame and shame in a different way.

These things are very real and have very real effects in our world. They leave a mark. But this mark is not indelible. All experiences move us and are registered in our body through our senses but actually ... they are none of our business.

This seems a strange thing to say. But that is only if you think blame and all its species are yours and you. They are not. You experience them, but actually they are hooked up with a whole tribe of dependents which you don’t need to identify with: namely, persona and identity.

Blame, shame and guilt are all part of a framework of being - what we might call an insubstantial or imitator self - which is not us. Just as blame is actually a thought, so too is our identity - just a thought of a very solid and structured nature. Correctly understood, if we want to release ourselves and others of the often very painful effects of blame, shame and guilt, we need to concentrate on being ourselves - the free being which, blame and shame and guilt are continually moving through and leaving ... all of their own accord.

This purification track will reorient you and mitigate those painful effects. It is part of the Silent Immersion Retreat of course and so will have far reaching effects.

I am always purifying. My tracks take any personal purification deeper.

Play while you meditate, do things, lie in the bath … until all the words go in without losing awareness or falling asleep. Listen for yourself or for someone else, naming them silently within at the beginning. You can also play the recording with the sound turned down in the background, while you are busy or sleeping.

Available for listening/saving to computer only until Sat April 13, 9:30am British Summer Time. After this, please purchase from the purification tracks page:

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Double-click here to upload or link to a .mp3. Learn more

If you would like to make a donation to show your appreciation for this post, you can give something here:

Would you like a personal purification? Or to rejoin the Reboot group?

If you would like to purchase Guilt, blame & shame mp3:

Much love x

© Dr Jacqueline Hobbs 2019. All rights reserved.