Every so often an overwhelming cry of despair can envelop us which says “I am not home; I need to be home.” The pain and sense of desolation can be agonising.
This cry is actually one of the most powerful signs that we are penetrating new frontiers in our ability to embody our own light. This is because that much smaller aspect of us, which still does not know who we truly are, is ruthlessly being exposed to its own impending transmutation.
The light is the light. We are nothing else from the perspective of our own purity. It is understandable meanwhile, that something which takes pain as its own identity, will scream at the top of its voice. Feeling lost is painful.
But just because it’s painful doesn’t mean it’s true.
We can have the experience of a type of desperation that takes us to the brink of our own sanity - and still we will endure. The longing for home is never accurate. In the end we see through the symptoms of a state, which is undoubtedly so uncomfortable, that we even feel we might die.
We never die; but the insistence that we might, does. This is what the longing for home is all about. Today’s track helps you to become stronger in your own light and master perhaps the most severe internal emotional challenge you can experience. It is a deeper level of recognising your own immortality and how, it is only ever what is not you, that tries to convince you that you are not home.
© Dr Jacqueline Hobbs 2019. All rights reserved.
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