What people say.

Since the beginning of this silent immersion, there is a sense of deepening and expanding in a delicious, rounded, sensual, silent 'space'. This is, seemingly, moving hand in hand with increased awareness of subtler/smaller, often habitual, ways in which I harm, or go against 'love' (e.g. reactions to insignificant things). With my awareness now almost completely in the moment, I see/sense that the "I" i was identified with, is disappearing and that pure beingness is beginning to move me. No other way but to surrender to the unknown. Profound!

At the start of the Silent Immersion, before the eclipse, I was feeling racked with sorrow and loneliness. Then, after that fell away, I have been feeling a depth of bliss and self-love I have not known for years, or maybe ever in this life, and creativity has been pouring out. Suddenly, being myself is delicious, and wondrous, as though a door has opened inwards into an infinite space of love and gratitude.

My issue with eating disorder is changing. I can't simply eat to much, my (new) body protests and it is no longer possible to digest food that's not right for me. I feel strong.

Dear Jacqueline, at the start of the SI a dear friendship ended, so I was in mourning and in three weeks the mourning was over and I felt strengthened in self confidence. Normally mourning takes much more time for me. But it was over. Much energy of the pain, sadness and fear is leaving my body from the ancestors.

This is my first sober immersion. I've had a problem with addiction since I was 13. Specifically in the last 17 years, weed. I have always INTENDED to do the immersions sober, but never managed it. This time I was sober from 11/11 last year. I didn't get ill this time either, like the last two immersions. I am no longer scared of being scared, I can be with it without it consuming me, even though I am still scared sometimes. I don't seem to be consumed by the thoughts "I'm not doing anything" or "I'm not enough,I can't do this!" anymore. I'm much better able to be with the unknown of all this. This is my 6th immersion.

The immersion started on a high with an incredible reorganisation of my body. Memories of extreme child abuse have come back to me and yet I feel a fire growing in me and my dragon self rising from amid the ashes.

I feel more content in what is, much calmer. At the same time I’m becoming aware of behaviors I don’t like in others are also those that I engage in..I’m able to observe this with a sense of neutrality and let go, rather than ruminating negatively and feeling guilty. My relationship with money seems to be changing, less attachment, less worry.

This immersion started with a windstorm and noisy neighbours. It's only half way trough, but already brought to light so many things. I noticed a lot of my own flaws and where I need change, I also see clearer the people around me, the truth about some of my family members and the way they think came to the forefront and it suprised me. I also got really interested in history suddenly and started digging deeper in the history of my birthplace and the world in general which made me understand a lot even though I know a lot of the information may not be entirely true or correct.

Two days before SIR, my sweet dog Kiko passed away. I feel as if I am being carried a little more and that I am processing pain and sadness in a different, deeper way.

Experiencing the amazing power of "calm, open brightness". Stepping into another reality when facing a problem. Most amazing change is that I can be thankul to those people who seem to be in charge of driving the destruction of the "old reality". I can actually empathise with them for playing the role they have chosen. Universal "love" and understanding getting stronger. So grateful for the challenges I encounter. I was confronted by a very concerned, emotional, close family member about the path I have chosen. Without any anger or negative feelings I could explain my choice, staying firm in "calm, open, brightness". We could part in a loving, warm, accepting way.

This purification is bringing old stuff forward. I feel peaceful sometimes when I sit in meditation. It [is] almost [like] my mind [has] just given a way for silence and it happens automatically. I feel I have surrendered this time more than [the] past.

This immersion is revolutionary! So deeply stirring, moving and transformative! Leaving old patterns behind and gaining insight into the mind control and manipulations that previously held everything in place.

Dear Jaqueline. I am finally releasing all addictions to sugar, caffeine & gluten that have been difficult to shrug off until now. My comprehension has deepened, I have come into more and more right relationship with others, myself and nature, I've dropped patterns & thought processes which were outworn and useless. It is staggeringly beautiful to witness pure love blossoming on earth.

It felt like I went through the eclipse a couple of days before the 8th and was then able to really focus on it again while it lasted. I went from being the loneliest person in the world to feeling super connected to myself the earth and others. Feels like my heart keeps opening wider and I feel stronger than ever in my body and trusting and knowing and love love loving!

This Immersion shows me, on daily basis, old emotions via my body. Really old, I met them since years and thought they were gone. Meanwhile, also on daily basis, I experience so much love, joy and compassion, also that was part of me for many many years now. Calm open brightness, the way I feel more and more, whatever happens. When I can not experience it, I know it is there.

On the first day of the SIR during the opening meditation, I sat in my garden in the sunshine leaning againt the old apple tree. At a certain point in the meditation I had the clear image of a radiant orange internal sun and this a few moments later transmuted into a red internal sun. It wasn't like anything I'd seen or experienced before. I'm in absolute trust that everything is unfolding exactly as it needs to.

I had an unexpected relationship break up just 2 weeks before the immersion. I am experiencing more aliveness, shedding the dysfunctional attachment that had me act according to a role. Experiencing more freedom and attunement to what to do, with whom and when … It’s impossible to do something that doesn’t feel right without feeling an immediate consequence of symptoms or internal contraction. More kindness towards myself, the inner critic fading.

What has become clear over the last few weeks of this incredible immersion is the realisation that I no longer have to carry any of the old time line thinking and simply let it fade through the energy, light and frequency flowing in from the solar eclipse and your wonderful work. I can choose a clear, joyous and deeply felt way to bring in the underpinning of all that is here for the new Earth, the old remembering, the gold frequency connection to all living things and above all the compassion for this planet that holds us in its fierce song of our souls.

Even before the Immersion began I had very strong impulses to clean up my diet. It was almost effortless to stop taking wine, bread and other starchy foods. I have found myself tuning in to everything I consume. I find myself turning away from external influences such as social media and news of world events. My painful past no longer controls my emotional body. I am at peace with it and can live each day fresh as it presents itself. This is huge. My dream space is full of images, scenarios and stories, yet my sleep is deep and restorative. I am surrendering to something vast and limitless. 💛

11.30, 2 April Norwegian time, the childcare where I live decided that they want me to be a relief home for ‘girl 16’, 50% [of the time]. She is half Norwegian and half Peruvian! I met the girl one week later, a beautiful meeting. I’m 53 with no children, but have wanted to be of help to other children, being a foster mum. But also what has happened is ... another girl, ‘girl 6’, who I was a relief home for 5 years ago, one weekend a month and have not been in contact with since because she got new foster parents ... her foster mum called and asked if I would like to be relief home for ‘girl 6’, one week a month again. I want my own ‘family’, and now I will!

Very powerful immersion. I have left my relationship of 25 years and am in a new temporary home surrounded by the sacred wattle trees. Also, feeling the pain and grief of a disintegrating mother identity with my youngest child.

This space has really turned my life around in such a positive way. I now feel so deeply connected into the earth - like a remembering of times gone by. I feel so much stronger in body mind and spirit.

Dear Jacqueline, I suddenly realised that the trees, nature communicate with me in a very specific way ... as if they were calling me ... but it's a kind of feeling, not thoughts or words or anything like that. I walked past some trees yesterday and discovered something completely new: when I turned towards them more intensely, I felt a kind of echo in my chest, which then radiated outwards to the trees ... WOW!!! I had never felt anything like that before!!! I could feel a depth of connection with the trees and nature and at the same time joy and love that filled me ... I was so moved!!!

It's been so far a very awakening process and going to the deepest of my soul and feel that the world we are current in is not what resonates with me. Ego dying into the light body/pure love and feeling the deep sound of Mother Earth talking to me and what to choose with my heart. Very deepening but also exhausting: the images I was still attached too leaving which transforms on the deepest realms. I just completely surrender to the here and now moment and the unknowing. Scary but also exciting to attract more and more who I really am.

Dear Jacqueline, in the group for elder people, where I am living is the negativity of some people coming out, louder and louder. As member of the administration, I felt very responsible. This month I had the courage to speak and take actions, deep from myself and say no. One person is projecting her narcissistic rage on me. I dared to be very angry, I feel stronger and stronger. My specific focus became: " I dare to be alone" (I mean inside, not physical) however difficult.

I am feeling more relaxed and sure of myself. I hardly ever get anxious now. It's amazing how things have changed over the last 3 years or so since I've been listening. I've had major problems with my family over many years and I've had to overcome some extremely difficult situations which seemed almost impossible at times but it all seems to be resolving, and I just feel optimistic and more and more relaxed.

I had a meltdown. I never do normally, I just cope and push on with life. I felt wiped out for 3 days afterwards. I’ve been suffering with PTSD for a number of years after ongoing trauma. It has spontaneously vanished. Gone. I’m exhausted but feel free.

I went through a major blow-up at work, was "fired" even though I was volunteering ... accused of causing trouble ... none of it was logical and there was no space for mature discussion and resolution ... just an attack on me by the other two ... one of whom physically attacked me in his rage ... I felt afraid at first then got very still, centered and observed ... not judging ... I felt strong and sure in who I am and quietly left them be ... I trust Nature decided i was no longer needed there and I'm excited to see where my next step is ... this happened the day after the eclipse ... I have found your tracts and words extremely on point ...

This immersion I find myself doing Reawaken more often and effortlessly. I also notice the timelessness in these moments. Meeting up with relatives I don't have much in common with except the bloodline also suddenly feels easy. I never sought them out before. Everything feels exiting so far!

This silent immersion is so amazing! I realize that the limiting thought I always have to "do my best to help" is leaving. A feeling of freedom is what is left. I feel free to choose, whether I want to assist this universe again and again with my energy or to decide to travel in the endless possibilities of the multiversum. What my decision will be is sorting out. A very strong bond of affection, mirroring my female energy will help me to get more clarity about this. I feel blessed. Sometimes I still feel that negativity and low energies are trying to invade me. Especially at moments of clear insides and realisation. It moves me temporally out of balance sometimes. It's part of life I guess.

I have been feeling like I been lifted up from my self sabotage and powerlessness, despair. I have had an amazing collaboration coming into my life that is a long time dream come true. I got this opportunity on the day with the Reboot on work and I feel it has really given me something to live for, peace and so much more hope for the future!

This immersion I feel something so new that it has been difficult for me to understand. There is a powerful dimension within that my mind still doesn’t comprehend. Beautiful and profound.

It is such an incredibly challenging moment - surrendering - not knowing what will come - money in the center to save a life - needing to ask others for help - fearing and then being calm deep down - getting a deeper understanding of the enslavement of mankind - and coming to a point of almost death where fears stop being fears ... not knowing how all this will end ... but often feeling love and the possibility of finding a way ... doubting again ... getting courage to move on....surprised by the kindness of others...or un-kindness going on ...

A deep silence in me. I was very present and in my body. Thank you Jacqueline and Ernesto for the beautiful messages through the Immersion. They are always beyond words.

I have gone through a healing of sibling rivalry and now feel more whole. A physical issue connected to this has improved. My dead parents have each communicated with me showing that my path of healing is clearing dark heaviness from my ancestors. My mother looked brighter and happier than ever! I asked for an IA during the immersion and an acute physical ailment dissipated immediately!

Dear Jacquelin, As soon as [the Silent immersion retreat] started I felt an elevation of my energy. More lightness, joy and peace. The negativity I would often encounter was gone. Everything I asked for was given and life seems to be this effortless flow with things working out well. My children and my sister are in the SIR with me, they do not know but hanging out together the 4 of us, I could see the love bubble we seemed to be in. I delighted in seeing their joy and lightness. My sister seemed to have some breakthrough healing around us both physically and emotionally. I'm just blown away by how I feel daily and I don't want it to stop!

Beloved Jacqueline, this SIR is so different to the other Immersions. It feels so gentle, nurturing, nourishing. The emails and videos contain such beauty and poetry which truly opens the heart. I notice I am not being triggered as I was in the past, as though I know deeply who and what I am. So no need to discuss, explain, argue, defend another’s limited perception of me. As though the slave self just slips off me. It has no hold any longer. And times of great inner joy, outer giggling and laughter visiting me. Learning more and more to be in present moment and allow what is rising to rise.

This SIR so far brought joy, confirmation, love. Simultaneously new courage, less concern about people’s reaction, more daring the unknown. Nature is experienced more by the totality of the being, ecstasy is kind of normal. “My unwept tears have turned to pearls of strength".

The relationship with my father has improved & with my family, something in me has shifted. My self image is appearing strongly this SIR. Good news is my cooking has improved & my connection with my garden & plants. I have felt more confident around my friends & I notice how much more relaxed I am.

Something remarkable happened to me last week. Someone helped me for free with my laptop, it took several meetings with him to get it done. Then suddenly he started to claim one of my usb devices and he said I had promised to give it to him. When I refused to give it, he got really nasty and accused me of lying and cheating and he demanded me to give him the thing or pay money. What happened to me is that I could totally keep out of his frequency and keep my own with appreciation and compassion for him. From that place I baked him a pie and gave him a little present, wrapped it really nice while having fun doing it for him and brought it to him. I never experienced to have no inner negative thoughts or accusations in such a case.

This Immersion I am being turned inside out and outside in. Anxieties, fears, self absorption flood my field, punctuated by moments of breathtaking love and beauty. I am unable to look away from anything. Resiliency growing, priorities shifting. Rising vulnerability, tenderness for self, others, Mother Earth, and nature.

Such beautiful depth in this SIR - I am much more at peace in the physical, and body image fixation is quieting. I’m not as invested in seeking connection outside of myself, like “where’s my tribe?” or “what should I be doing?” I prepared containers and planted seeds for growing a few flowers, vegetables and herbs without getting bogged down by doubt and thought. I had to exert some effort to mitigate thoughts, but it just persisted in a natural, curious way. I am feeling hunger differently; I can see my habits of eating at play but how much I eat is shifting. There is so much joy in the quiet of my mornings.

Till now since the start of the immersion, I have found the deep silence in myself. I finally stopped “trying” to find it… and surrendered to nature's way. I feel so much change in the waters of my being, driven by universal law. What a time to be alive.

It's so clear everything, starts with the purity space ... I remind myself to stay in the not knowing, the less planning and controlling sides of life ... being with what is.

The 12th of April my left ankle broke. I have to let go my sense of control in my life, and accept to receive help and care and love from everyone around me, I have to come back to live with my son, and practice minimalism of motions, cancel all meetings, and it gives me the opportunity of taking care at me in priority and deepen confidence in my health regeneration.

This Immersion has been more intense than all the others for me. What is leaving is my inability to clearly see how I collapse in the face of what is a projection of someone I love and conversely, my inability to remain centered in the midst of my own projections. It has become easier to stay present with my true feelings while also seeing them for what they really are; only a fraction of the full experience that is me. What is leaving is my being a scapegoat for the pain of others, specifically my adult children so we can all be truly free; and my pattern of freezing and lashing out or self-punishing when feeling pain. What is returning is my deep, deep love and connection to Nature and the animals and plants as my home and companion.

I am gradually beginning to form a more positive and accurate self-concept that recognizes where I am truly powerful but have been overly taking on the projections of others.

Hi, I put my father and grandmother, both deceased, in the SIR. Since then I have more space and feel like I don't have to do the family clean-up all by myself anymore. My new telecom provider's device had no wifi switch-off button. Disappointed, feeling like there is no space for being me, I held still, Specific Focus, remembering: 'Better to try and fail 'cause then you act from a higher frequency.' So I invited someone who measures radiation. He gave me some great tips. After that, everything opened up again! I guided around some new members on the community field where I harvest my vegetables. I felt so good! Being in nature feels like being me!

My meditations have become noticeably clearer and deeper and longer. With access to some very hidden places inside that I have been wanting to open for years.

Greetings Jacqueline & thank you, my sugar cravings are leaving, finally! My caffeine cravings are leaving somewhat. My Native American heart is feeling more connected to Earth & Nature which I have always loved. My tendency to project blame, criticism & fault to others in order to justify not wanting something or to do something is clear & leaving.

I began having intense feelings of grief about a week before the eclipse. It was very deep. It was surfacing mostly at night before sleep. And now it is a little more of the fear; fear of what is coming, fear that I may not be as deeply aligned as I desire; & afraid I might miss something crucial for my safe journey thru what is here (& coming). And of course, some fear for those I love. I can say that the last Reboot about the mountain was so amazingly powerful for me & probably one of my favorite reboots so far. I feel like most of your work is truly a reflection of what my inner BEING knows, & it has helped to validate much of what my own instincts & deeper intuition has felt my entire life.

I feel a much deeper connection with nature: a feeling of pure love for all creatures.

April 1, notified rent increase $300, April 2nd gave notice to move, April 3rd - May packing & purging all that isn’t needed & put into storage. Many emotions came to surface of what to do since I’m retired and on fixed income. Now calm, open for new experiences, bright with new ideas. An ending is always new beginnings. Because of the shock & force of change told me something even better is coming. The Immersion is all about deep change. Releasing old and embracing the new. It’s deeply stepping into the unknown.

[After the SIR] A sense of feeling able to take the witness position in the relationship with myself and in relationship with others. I appear to see more clearly some of the dynamics that play out in human interactions This is diminishing reactivity and judgment. This is guiding me to feel able to be more in touch with compassion for myself and others. A sense of 'no-time' if I am grounded in the present moment; timelessness, not sure how to describe it. I am releasing ancestral trauma around shame which I am playing out and which feels 'not mine' and yet 'truly mine at the same time.

This morning my husband and I were face-timing with my daughter, on how the SIR guided us through tough things and how it feels as if we hop from one frequency to another. We talked about how emotions can take over and the next moment being able to do and say what was necessary and feel the deep purification inside. At the end of our talk we saw we were talking for 3 hours, it didn’t feel even an hour that we talked. This was so amazing, especially we all 3 had that experience. The purification is so deep and beyond everything, so many things come to an end and we can feel better that everything flows through nature's principles.

Immersion update: Very profound.

The SIR always feels such a special time. My body definitely feels like it is taking on more. After pain and disruption through its structure the last few months it's feeling stronger and clearer now. Being with the not knowing since the start of the year, told I had to move but not knowing how that was possible or where. The where is materialising - to a place nearby, more watery and more nature - but sad leaving friends and beautiful veg patch. I feel huge trust and strength, more than ever before even though the fear comes up, it goes.

Dear Oracle Girl, This immersion has put me in a space where I can no longer accept the old and carry on with my former slave self actions…. Even if I wanted to for the sake of keeping the peace, my body will not let me. I have to speak my mind, surround myself with nature and be in silence. The shift was unavoidable.

Dear Jacqueline, here is my testimonial referring [to] the SIR: 1: the videos are carrying a marvellous beauty and my gratitude for Ernesto and you sharing these wonderful moments and making us experience their high frequencies is without words ... 2: I start to grasp what it is: the technology of the mirror ... 3: Remembering "it's just a mirror" I could get a foot in the door of a wide, previously closed area of my being, where a lot of identities stuck in frozen energetic situations caused by trauma. I feel that this is a turning point for me, because up to now it wasn't possible for me to penetrate a very thick smog around it, I was just able to function as "slave self" in my daily life ... and this is changing now!

Dear Jacqueline, I feel so positive about things. I feel creative and want to have fun!

Letting go of my body image and all I have known in this old earth body, I am learning to surrender into the unknown. All the ways that society tries to keep elders going are all around me. Surrender into the silence answering to nature.

This SIR is active but the stillness of the last one continues also, I feel both frequencies at the same time, but they have their own individual feel. It feels like a beautiful dance. At the beginning of the retreat, I slept a lot, but it was not from being tired, it felt like my body was being reconstructed. The other thing I’m noticing is that, my mind is not dwelling on thinking about this being the SIR time and try to sensor the way I do or think about things. I am starting to understand the true “not censoring myself.”

Leaving behind the desire and need to be dependent and for being rescued. Feeling the deep desire to live free and on the land, with animals, trees and organic foods.

Dear Jacqueline, more and more seeing parallel worlds in action, quite weird actually. I feel I am surrounded by disconnected people. I feel alive when I am in the forest, working in the garden or bear feet on the ground.

My dearest Jacqueline, Peru! Where I spent my childhood. OMG I was thrilled that you were doing the immersion there. I’m experiencing so many positive waves of love and gratitude for the knowledge you are imparting. I’ve been waiting for these words for a long time. My whole life has been building up for this moment of awakening. A reverence for this beauty that is the expression of source. At 18 I felt this longing for purity and now that purity is palpable. I’m in my 70s and have been on this “spiritual“ journey since then. When I was around 13, I was in math class in Lima and we were talking about numbers and how they go to infinity, at that moment infinity opened up to me but quickly disappeared. Scared me.

This immersion the things I need have been coming to be at rapid speed. A lot of scarcity leaving my field, it feels me the long game I’ve been playing is coming into fruition. I’ve been guided to strengthen my body to hold the weight of the work I’m meant to be doing. The Reboots have been absolutely profound. As well as the videography some of the most beautiful works you and Ernesto have produced yet.

This, my 6th, has by far been the richest Immersion I have experienced. On the 2nd day of the Immersion I spent the afternoon with a man with whom I was first involved 50 years ago. Although we have been apart for 35 years, I have never been able to forget him though I have tried so hard. It has felt like an addiction. The Immersion is working hard on me and this situation. I can feel the purification. I am really doing my best to be still and in tune with Nature, and it currently feels like I can have him in my life without it interfering with what I sense more and more is an incredible life I can have, a life that otherwise has nothing to do with him.

Dear Jacqueline, This SIR, I have noticed a healing and a shift, more grounded and more empathetic. I am full of love and joy.

I have never felt more connected to your work and the purification space, never safer, and never so excited for the future.

Dear Jaqueline, This immersion is showing me the hate that I have towards things in the world that hurt the planet and the people. I discovered that I am sending hate to the sky when I see chem trails. I send hate towards politicians as they speak. This immersion is showing me what was hidden. Now I am transmuting it and releasing it. I am surrendering to life as it is, not how I want it to be.

Dear Jacqueline & team, yes, this immersion April is definitely a HUUGE ONE. From the start I (mySelf) could go deeply into that silence, deep silence, stillness - even though 3 days after the eclipse some parts came up again (old feelings of insecurity, fear, dissatisfaction/slight restlessness). The eclipse was major - deep peace afterwards - deep connection with the earth, feel Her more and more as a being/living wise beautiful being. Connections to a few people here in a Bio shop and a few neighbours deepened (I am in between talking to people), some old relationships left.

[During the SIR] Old ways of judgements left - sometimes it tries to come back into the mental space, but has hardly any power anymore. Outside environment is changing - some people in my neighbourhood I hardly see anymore. It has brought me back to a deep inner stillness & peace where I don't miss anything: No exchange on a platform - just to be by/with my deep inner Self & light :).

So far it has been such an intense immersion, physically, emotionally and mentally. My body has been pushed to the limits. Speaking of that I realized at 78 I've been working out much to vigorously and have cut back and relaxed feeling so much better. During the eclipse I retreated to the mountains and felt such an amazing shift. I now know I’m primarily operating in the New Earth Grid! This everyday old world seems so foreign and strange now. I’m also more comfortable with identifying the increasing depth of emotions and mental clearly plus I love feeling a part of our magnificent global community.

The beginning of the immersion felt very chaotic for me and for the first week we only received 2 emails and I felt myself clinging to the hope that the next one would clear the anxiety I was feeling. The second week I faced an “old” version of myself - poor habit of over drinking and then behaving badly. Next day I woke up not feeling the same self hatred and disgust but one of acceptance for myself. Then I realized that the version of me was being healed and released to a more higher vibration and healthier version. An understanding of what the “mirror” showed me and how that version has been healed and let go.

The first few days [of the SIR] were heavy, with a lot of anger, even rage, without much self censoring though. Just going through me. Then came a period of great joy, insights, connection of past and present and a new relationship with nature, so much beauty and gratitude, remembering the beauty of buttercups and cuckoo-flowers I loved when I was 4, 'infinite not knowing´. Meanwhile my wife and I are active with 'natural farming', our hands taking care of a small piece of the earth, with love and confidence in nature. I see only one thing, wherever I look: the struggle between money-thinking and nature-truth. Nature decides.

Many things are being seen. Ancestry hold on to me & trying to suppress & control me to keep my power & have enlisted the old order to help. All without my permission, consent, understanding. It’s also been seen the cover that exists from me all the way through levels & vibrations that block nature & love from me via using a massive false mirror system that made everything look normal to the observers yet deception attack went on underneath. I see the game.

The April SIR has landed me in the "Cloud of Unknowingness". Big heart and expansive feelings with each SIR video and letter. Feeling Mother Earth consciousness and a call to visit the mountains this coming week. Feeling detached yet connected.

During this silent immersion...a lot is leaving, especially old ambitions and dreams of my life from my mother, from the culture. And, especially since the solar eclipse, much is also coming up for a revisit: very old familiar feelings of pessimism, depression, life closing in on me, slave-self, victim-y and codependent patterns in relationships, ultimate futility (why am I here, is life worth living).

Dear Jacqueline, only almost 1 year ago I started listening to you, advised by a friend. Our friendship exists purely through the exchange of our experience of your work. I've never before experienced such a deep friendship, discovering truth and what honesty can bring me. This SIR is taking me deeper into myself, sometimes the feeling of love is more than I'm able to handle. I'm more able to live in this reality, without wanting tot step out of it, but more to continue until we'll reach the one we're longing for.

Dearest Jacqueline, I feel the presence of my “source connection” and the current of pure love coursing through my body in more inclusive ways and the SIRs radiate a beautiful penetrating frequency that enhances deep levels of silence as well as joy and clarity. On the day of the full solar eclipse, I stepped back from a 35-year friendship for all the reasons you have highlighted in this Immersion.

Purification of the mental body... critical voice. Purification of the physical body... balance in quiet receptivity. Purification of the feeling body... innocence blossoms, fragrant. Purification of the spirit body... connection with Earth and Nature and Origin.

For me the theme is "not being good enough" in all its aspects. It is strongly related to fear of not having enough money. I am in silence more and more and can feel this frequency is slowly leaving. And I am aware when it is holding me back. The immersion is so helpful, remembering who I throughly am, this mountain in the valley. I am about to start a project to build a centre for people with mental health issues, today when I did Reawaken it occurred to me that the foundation is not right, because of the way the money aspect is involved in it. So I am going to say what needs to be said and placing myself in the frequency of not knowing.

Dear Oracle Girl, feel the old foundation has been removed. Vast emptiness with no foundation from the past. Feel Love, peace, joy and trust for what will unfold.🙏🏽❤️🌈

Dear Jacqueline - a very powerful connection to Nature and the Mountain is happening, no miracles, just a sound connection - and at the same time a total dismantling that sometimes feels very physical. And definitely time is collapsing. Me being 62 and living in Switzerland, so pretty much in the core of the disassembling - and though looking at most very seemingly untouched humans around me, not feeling alone because of this deep Nature Connection.

I am coming really clear on things that I no longer want to deal with in my life especially at work. There are now hard boundaries and I am looking to leave. The emotional pain of rejection etc has subsided and what I now recognise as underlying frequencies no longer interests me to engage with.

I feel much more peaceful. Also I noticed some physical joint problems have decreased.

So happy to feel like I am dealing with the abuse frequencies in my life!

Dear OG, What has been leaving me are patterns of self hatred. I woke up in the middle of the night and the words that were told to me as a little girl that I am to big, ugly and that no one will merry me were in my head, I have been carrying this for all my life realizing it or not. I feel like this and other things are coming up and making themselves known before they leave and burn away.

Dear OK, I have been a nature lover all my life but this week something really amazing happened: I sat under a tree in the middle of flowers and young leaves and stayed there. Without any distraction nor intention of anything. Just being there. I felt empty and available, simply there, in presence. I had never experienced such a sense of emptiness and service to nature. Gradually, it felt as if I was filling in with the beauty of nature. Such a moment of peace.

This immersion has ushered in a new level of alignment for me in a physical way. I am exploring my body and finding space that I literally did not know I had. My joints and body are literally clicking into alignment as I become more conscious of the space, fluidity and movement in my physical body. And it is bringing up deeper levels of stuck patterns that arise if out of no where. It has been emotionally painfully, physically liberating. But I am finding that those emotional patterns and stories move out so quickly and are released with just a moment of stillness and breath.

I've noticed two or three shifts in my perception since the start of the silent immersion. The most remarkable happened last week when I woke in the night feeling fearful, anxious, worried and caught up in the mindset of my daughter's drama. As soon as I recognized the source of the feelings from past experiences as a thirteen year old girl with my mother, I knew what action was necessary. I took the action steps and within minutes the feelings passed and I felt joyful. "I am free, and she is free" was what I thought and felt. An awareness of freedom continues to grow within me, and a physical sensation of greater lightness is also increasing.

Dear Jacqueline, So much is happening, internally and externally, that it’s hard to keep track. It does not make any sense to entertain a rigid vision of what or how it should be. Being part of the world has been painful for me, because it meant to accept things that should not be. This retreat is bringing a new insight in this matter - being part of the world is now something much more simple and powerful, and I feel as meaningful as any other creature, despite the mess that we can hear about.

Dear Jacqueline, About that everything is a mirror helps me to understand that everything that is coming up is leaving. That I have a choice! Like my fear of death, seems to be the fear of really feeling my body which I am experiencing more. Like there is an automatic programme to distrust sensations in the body, which seems to be all energetic. Who do I want to answer to is Mother Earth, is the principles of nature. They seem to be challenging me to trust myself more and surrender to my own source connection.

Dear Jacqueline, It feels that so much change is coming in. Everything feels lighter. I am getting out my summer wardrobe and putting away my winter wardrobe but I feel the change has been so great that I am not that person wearing those clothes anymore, I have moved on. Relinquish is an important word for me. I am letting go of my negative beliefs in myself and feeling that change, not allowing myself to fall into old patterns of behaviour of worthlessness. My relationship with my mother has come for purification. I see her emotional unavailability was due to her need to keep up the standards of the old world that is coming down.

I asked for IA at start of SIR for resurfaced concussions X2, very fragile state. During the eclipse close to 10 minutes before peak, my head became so disoriented and altered I had to disconnect from a phone call. Immediately after hang up I passed out into deep deep sleep 2 hours middle of the day, my time. Upon waking the intense pain and majority of symptoms had left my head & body from the concussions I'd been dealing with for over 2 weeks. Amazing!

This retreat is very strong for me.....'not knowing' brings a tangible feeling of peace... I have an even greater resonance with the landscape, flowers, fauna, animals ... Things feel softer, easIer - even if I am moving house next week, new house finished after 5 years now during this retreat, and leaving my husband after 38 years, going alone for the first time ever, handling business stuff with zilch experience.

I resigned from my job in mental health counseling 3 weeks before the immersion began. Leaving behind a 20yr work identity! What's leaving? Every aspect of my life routine. During the eclipse I was quietly meditating. At one point my body jumped up and I began vocalizing tones, filling the space with my voice! It felt great.

A few days ago it dawned to me that...I´m NOT GUILTY of anything, and especially not of the bad things that have happened to me and are happening to other people. This may seem small but is actually huge as I've been plagued with a gnawing and relentless feeling of something being deeply amiss with me and that I somehow should make up for it. I'm now able to let go of a 'helper's syndrome': I'm not guilty of the unbearable pain in the world that I've been acutely aware of since a small child. The 'remorse' has been bashing at me day and night. Now leaving ... I'm being FREED of guilt. It's okay to just BE and enjoy life.

This silent immersion has been unspeakably profound and powerful!!!! I am noticing massive shifts including a courage and strength surging through my being that simply will NOT take shit anymore. I feel this fire in my being that is moving through me that is clarifying relationships, work decisions, and not allowing me to sit anywhere in the middle of murkiness anymore.

I feel growing connection to my natural joy and the longing to embody it more and more. During dancing it is most easy to live it fully.

I felt [in] these 2 weeks, hatred of people: many intense thoughts about specific people or masses of people or groups. It was very intense, I felt very low and a lot of sadness also about this hatred. Now I feel lighter, the big wave passed.

Energetically a huge layer of seeing things clearly, i.e. "the ensnarement of the way society is set to trap us" - has helped me finally release from whatever was holding....and it's fallen away this week. So I have surrendered, let go ... I have no idea what's coming.

The Immersion is the unknown for me. The first few days I felt speed up. Then the eclipse, which was fascinating! Now, your words and videos give me a sense of wonder and I feel a balancing of light through my heart which I can bring forth into my everyday life and those around me 🦋

This Immersion has been great to help me return to some of my inner strength, which has declined with the external drama of the last few years. I feel blessed and validated in my connection with nature. I am more curious about creating an indigenous spirit in my life and am finding new groups of people who are enthusiastic about healing our planet by rejuvenating the soil and purifying the waters! I feel profoundly supported and healed!

Hello Jacquelyn, I have been letting go of my identities being it work, money, old ideas, relationships etc...it's been scary and at times, sad and depressing ... I also feel a a great underlying sense of relief and freedom. I have been getting clarity on all that is leaving such as how often i hadn't made my own decisions in life, to a point i had no idea of what I liked or disliked. The feeling and fear of saying no and looking for others approval, as well as the fear of missing out has also been leaving too. There is definitely a feeling of a total transformation and a deeper sense of freedom, prosperity and a quiet peace occurring.

Personally I feel more inner peace, I feel increased awareness and much less judgmental. It’s still a background blur but its not active and I feel its loosing its grip on me. There is a powerful presence which is stopping my thoughts and words to be negative. I have more sureness in the truth and It’s easier to flow. I know I must stick with nature and that is the only real thing we have. Having your creative content is a gift packages of joy and delight packed with wisdom and guidance, voices, colours, scenery. This work is high level, without distractions emotions just pure undiluted truth expressed in clear simple words.

Bonjour Jacqueline. Je vis en France et j'ai 67 ans. Les premiers jours de la Retraite silencieuse ont été très durs, avec beaucoup de tristesse. A présent je retrouve doucement la Joie en moi ! * J'ai coupé une relation avec une amie qui me manipulait beaucoup ! *J'ai rencontré une ancienne relation homme (73 ans) que je n'avais pas vu depuis plus de 10 ans, marié avec une Camerounaise de 47 ans, prise au piège des v, depuis ils ne s'entendent plus du tout ! Il aime beaucoup la Nature et se soigne toujours avec les plantes ! On s'appelle de temps en temps ! Je l'ai inscrit à la Retraite d'Avril ! En fin de mois, je suis invitée chez une amie merveilleuse que j'avais perdu de vue !

[Hello Jacqueline. I live in France and I am 67 years old. The first days of the Silent Retreat were very hard, with a lot of sadness. Now I am slowly finding joy within myself! * I broke off a relationship with a friend who manipulated me a lot! *I met a former male acquaintance (73 years old) whom I had not seen for more than 10 years, married to a 47 year old Cameroonian woman, caught in the v trap, since then they no longer get along at all ! He loves Nature very much and always takes care of himself with plants! We call each other from time to time! I signed him up for the April Retreat! At the end of the month, I was invited to the house of a wonderful friend that I had lost touch with!]

Jacqueline, words defy me. This is the most powerful Immersion yet! I feel the pull to be silent and outdoors. Moments of irritation leap up, and I need to pause and breathe deeply, coming back to my source. All this is trivial compared to what has been going on for the past two days. We had a family event that brought up a lot of grief — gut-wrenching grief with floods of tears. 69 years of grief flowing up in wave after wave. Tears, release, and then more. I sat by the river today, letting the grief keep coming up. I felt myself back in Peru. Back in my beloved Apus. Feeling comforted in the same way I did when I lived there. I never knew I had this much inside of me.

I experience the SIR as intense and alternating beautiful and less beautiful processes in myself. My contact with nature and the elements is intensifying and I feel my connection with Mother Earth deepening.

The first two weeks of the SIR have been tiring, with little physical energy, a lot of brain fog and lack of mental focus, forgetfulness and sadness. On the day of the eclipse, I felt a shift and a surge of excitement over a possible career change. I Started looking and applied for a job which would bring me closer to nature. I have felt a definite pull to be more in nature. I have booked myself onto a plant foraging course and did some much needed gardening today, which raised my mood, my energy levels and mental focus. There is less thought and angst around people, family members and my future. I am realising more and more that what I experience is NOT me.

So far during the 2024 April Immersion I've let go of anger towards a past relationship, I've let go of a job that instead of going away transformed into something that works with my life, and I've been able to be more present and not afraid of my clients. I feel like my whole being is opening up. This immersion has been just wonderful!

Dear Jacqueline, I felt happy and light before the immersion and this continues until today. I feel more love and tenderness for people around. More available for my friends. Also more determined, focused on my tasks every day and I enjoyed to see how my work progresses with tangible results. When I feel upset because of someone's behaviour, it does not last long. I'm thrilled to discover what the rest of the SIR may bring.

This immersion marked a special shift in my relationship with my son. I am in his life in a much, much, MUCH larger way. And to everyone in this "purification space", slowly you will be my children too.

I found myself in a complete meltdown as the victimisation welled up as it leaves. I felt like a tortured child raging and suddenly had a compassion for that like never before. That sweet girl. The healing begins and all freedoms are revealed and presented to me like the most beautiful array of fruit.

I realize that I have grown out of many things, like out of old clothes. The contractions are finally starting in the birth process. It is extremely challenging and breathtaking. I don't know what I will be doing in the summer, nor whether Germany can remain my home. My partner and I are looking for a suitable form of our relationship, beyond old concepts of life. There is still an unresolved conflict between my elderly parents that is coming to the surface. There is a lot of unrest outside. And at the same time, I really look forward to every new video. They are incredibly powerful, unique and uplifting. For me, they come from another world.

I was feeling very light, airy and a very high frrquency state for the immersion. Everything felt so wonderful and aligned that I felt in every cell of my being I had arrived somewhere and wondered how it was that I was not in this state before! And now, since about April 11th it's flipped over. I feel a deep purification in my mind, head and body. It feels very heavy, like I can't breathe and I'm being squeezed from my insides. It feels like a deep part of me is being cleaned out.

I am enjoying the immersion. I feel more self love and more strength. A fierce love helps me to trust myself and take my time. There is no fear today.

Right before the SIR began, I had a high level of anxiety, partly because I was starting a new job. It was very intense early in the morning before rising. This smoothed out and my experience of the job has, too; I'm meeting what is as it occurs, rather than overthinking ahead of time, and it's going well. Something with my family shifted after the retreat began, which is things got very heated very briefly and I unswervingly spoke up for the truth and for myself. I noticed where before I would likely have identified with the negativity of the family patterns – and felt a toxicity and self-loathing – this time there was a clean break from the pattern. An apology was given.…and accepted.… Wow!

Yes, major. So deep, multifaceted and long awaited. This morning, after wondering why the body still feels more or less the same, despite the very noticeable changes that have taken place over the years, I became aware of a sparkling vibrancy throughout the body and beyond, very subtle, yet very real. Immutable.

This immersion: 1. I have had vivid dreams providing direct answers to tricky questions. 2.My control issues and 'letting go' have come up. 3. I have more easily and effortlessly exercised firmer boundaries in terms of my priorities - how and with whom I spend my time - also saying "no". 4. The "uncles" finally got to me this week with a new law in the UK affecting me directly. 5. I had a strange incident 2 days ago - was talking to somebody and suddenly felt like I was fainting. I saw a beautiful all consuming bright light and the plants in front of me became part of the light - all the details in the leaves became luminous and I was mesmerised by the beauty of nature - I now feel even more part of and connected to nature than ever before.

Self Worth is the biggest issue I am having. Feelings of being a failure, having failed my entire life, What am I here for? Do I really want to keep going with all this bullshit? The fight seems to be leaving. Meanwhile, there is a new energy of hope, openness, spaciousness,.

Multiple hard wired programs are being permanently deleted! This process began by investigating all motivation of thought and action. For instance, I had the urge to raid the kitchen for sugar- that “something more” that has driven me countless times to over eat and make poor choices around food. When I followed the impulse back, and back, I was able to see that deeply rooted in the slave self programming was this pattern around eating. Its function: to keep me identified with my body, tethered to the denser frequencies and distracted from the fullness and richness freely available here/ now. And the core belief: “I don’t know how to be with myself undistracted. Food keeps me in a perpetual comfort zone. = great freedom! TY!!

As soon as the Immersion began my emotional purification started to increase. Right when the eclipse was starting something happened at work that revealed a need for deeper emotional release. Everything showed up to help me face, feel and release some of the deepest stuck patterns and trauma. I have insights and recognition into what was going on inside and space opening up to what is necessary. Every day has been an experience of deeper stillness and more space. 'Appointment with the Past' has been fantastic, my body fills more and more each time I am present with that energy. All levels are expanding in knowing. The feeling of softness and love is delicious and enriching. So much changing.

Within the first 3 days of the immersion I experienced an event which felt like the activation of ancestral trauma. So much fear, and desperation in the face of aggression which was inevitable. My body reacted immediately with a strong "cold", it felt like it was washing out of my system all emotional debris within a few hours. I felt peace and slept well, it was an experience of renewal and so positive for me in spite of what had happened. During the solar eclipe another surprising moment: I looked at the time and was totally clear about it being wrong, not relevant for me. Since then I'm living notoriously more according to my own rhythm, there's more calm in every aspect of my life.

Hi ..I’ve been listening to Reboots etc for a few years now but not done many of the immersions but I am signed up to the April one. At the beginning of the month I attended a social event of my “old crew“ party people and found it really toxic in some ways and ended up getting very nauseous and vomited by my car before driving home! After that I had allergies 🤧 and tired etc for a couple of weeks and now after cleaning up my diet etc I feel calm and clear and seriously considering upgrading my spiritual practises in a way I never have had the focus to do before . Also I cleared cobwebs from my home ceiling that had been there for years ! ..👍👍✅🙏👏😀

Dear Jacqueline, since the Immersion started, I've felt massive resonance with your words, videos, and the Reboots. Lots of tears, sudden anger, waves of calm. More freedom to express authentically, and no shame. A growing trust of myself and others. I feel like I'm getting to know myself for the first time. Being in the SIR, however, is helping me to relax with the challenges and just keep going. Over and over, this brings new perspective. I am stunned at the changes as well as exhilarated by them.

Finally breaking the spell w/in my family dynamics that is riddled with addiction. Letting the grief of what I think my life should look like, transmute. Accepting my current reality as what it is. Recognizing how the sadness keeps knocking because somehow I keep playing the fucken tiny violin. More is being revealed about this, in process. Finally seeing my son for who he is, I had been pushing an image onto him. Both free now. I trust my senses, it's clear and quiet.

Dear Jacqueline, A reverse happened around the eclipse in a split moment. I felt that much fell away, inside and since that time my system needs only deep silence and I can sit so easily, peaceful! The energy inside of me is in another way clean and happy. I am waiting so long for this moment and now it's there!!

Dear Jacqueline I feel shudders of goosebumps reading your beautiful summary-like words on the places of Earth holding portals, processes & infinite love. What has thus far come up for me, is an immense yearning for intimacy, with another, almost childlike, and my body just can't find rest or sleep. My mind projecting or wishing to make things happen in this direction, and simultaneously knowing this is useless. While moments of intense joy and intimacy with nature open my heart!

This immersion has impacted me more than all of the others. I experience moments of deep love for the Earth and soil. My relationship to food and consumption of all things has changed. I am more able to choose what I want or don’t and have more power in this space/can feel the old programming leaving. I could feel a change in my processing of dense matter. I could sense my reverence for life in a way I never had.

Wow, what a Silent Immersion is this! It has been already a rollercoaster of things coming up, accompanied with recognishing and letting go. Jacqueline, the materials are more profound and deepening then ever. So many things become clear to me, it feels as a huge cleanup, and I feel lighter every time when something left my system.

Since the eclipse i feel like everyday i'm entering a new world, though i'm in my usual enviroments i feel more physically in it (everything is more beautiful) and in other places at the same time. The feeling is similar to magical flow moments and travels when i surrendered to the unknown. At times now i feel a very clear space. I could listen to and help to a friend, when previously i felt i just can't. I eat less and feeling lighter and more free.

The immersion feels natural, like a duck swimming in the right water, as a basic feeling. I have moments of fountain like energy flow and outpour. I feel my future is going to change, looks like a big rewiring is taking place, quietly let it happen. A day before the immersion started I went for a walk with a friend who is also in the immersion, we talked about Peru and suddenly I felt my ears turned into huge trumpety horns, something like the ones that the Tibetans have, they were sounding the mountains of the world were singing and I knew; This is going to be a big one!

The narratives and stories that shaped my understanding of myself, the world and my place in it with others - which had been in ongoing reorientation - sort of fell out. Suddenly, nothing to hold on to there. (As a writer this was challenging.) But okay as simultaneously, a deeper anchoring into silence came forward. The tension between myself - forever arguing with the world - left. A broader and deeper okayness emerged and definitely less of a feeling that I had a 'handle' on it. No handle, but still okay. What's next I wonder?

I started strong the first few days, feeling happy and powerful. Then I became irritated with everything and everyone around me 😵. At midpoint of the Immersion I feel old attachments and interests slipping away. I definitely feel lighter now, as though I can walk away from any situation if necessary. 2 more weeks? 😳😅

The intensity of this immersion has brought me to the most vulnerable places inside my heart. I am meeting the deepest levels of my despair, rejection wounds and feelings of being too much for this world. I am also reminded that nature is the only embrace that has always had the capacity to actual soothe that deep feeling that accompanies the acknowledgment of my power or multidimensionality. Again I am met with the enormity of depth of being fully alive to this life and that shaking voice that claims I am not going anywhere as I let tears fall and both acknowledge pain and it’s portal to purity. I surrender to the unknown acknowledging the fear and connecting deeper to my ability to shine my light in these times.

This Immersion I'm going so deep - I am seeing why I felt like I was always burning to find justice. It is making me go deeper into self love and self harm tendencies. I'm learning how to anchor myself beyond the mirrors that have troubled me all my life. I'm turning 30 on 29th April. I feel myself dying inside out. I have nowhere to go (mentally). But, I feel just ready for whatever it is. The more I Reawaken, the body pulls out more shit.

This probably isn't very lofty or exciting yet it is still something quite tangible that imploded inside me. The eclipse experience was not at all what I had hoped it would be. I found myself not in the environment that I wanted to be in and not with people I wanted to be with. My head was being squeezed as through a birth canal throughout the eclipse. Then two days later of sinking into a very dark space, I felt self-loathing arise in me in a huge way. It was very uncomfortable and painful to my heart and solar plexus. I cried and cried, feeling it in every part of me. Soon after this, I felt much lighter. This self-loathing lost its grip. I can no longer feel it. I did not even know it was there, lurking inside me. I'm deeply grateful.

It felt like the frequencies of the SI okt '23 were integrated just in time for me to be ready for this one. I feel less attached to the image in the mirror and experience much more joy and peace. I'm focused more on the outside world and on putting my mark there, than just being focused on my own issues.

This is my 6th SIR and each one has been so very powerful. I really appreciate the history and geographic explanations you provide with the sites you are visiting, makes it so much more real for me, I find myself googling where you are. I am aware of slave self issues that are surfacing and find they leave so fast. Also I have been earthing and I am feeling energized. Letting things pass, not getting involved in controlling things. Love Joy and Compassion is very present in my life.

Dear Jacqueline, This day of the immersion I feel that my body is much stronger. For a long time I had weaknesses, and since I started shedding things and leaving what was no longer my way, things improved. Today it feels great and new, and I need to recognize myself with that strength.

I recently had an appointment with a medical specialist that I had waited for seven months to get. I was hopeful that I would get some answers re results of medical scans for a brain tumor. The visit turned out to be very traumatic for me as he was controlling and bullied me which triggered the sexual abuse I had experienced as a young child/teen. I was surprised that I was able to work through this encounter in record time. Not being a victim but connecting the dots and realizing that my boundaries were down and I was not able to say No in that situation. I feel so much lighter.

The SIR has been very challenging, with changes and emotions arising since February. I started a new job, in a new field, after years spent raising my children, and am facing intense feelings. It is uncomfortable and agonizing at times, but I believe I am starting to break a deep-seated decades-long shame that holds me back. The only thing I can do now is trust the process of 'not knowing' and look forward to the right path unfolding as I go along....

I'm in Heaven. Feeling so light en relaxed. Every SIR for me is "home". Leaving behind more negativity from family members, just observing their behavior, saying / acting NOT with me. And moving on with what's making me happy.

3 LAKES! There were sections of the email that really spoke to me regarding my father's health situation that I've been struggling to find my way with. (And the email arrived on my birthday!) It was a great reminder and I loved how it felt like you were speaking to me. I feel so cared about, known, thought of and supported as I evolve. I am amazed at how you are able to imbue so many of us with such feelings and how present, consistent and stable you are with us. Each video is more spectacular than the next. I can hardly fathom the high quality, the intense beauty, the uplifting energy, the feeling of purity. It's so beyond what is typically offered in the world and beyond what I could imagine, and yet it also feels so right. What truly awesome experiences you are sharing with us.

Emotionally and mentally, I have felt exhausted and weak for many years. I always felt that I needed someone else to stand up for me. I needed someone else to be my strength. However, during this immersion, I am finally recognizing my true worth and aligning with my power in the physical. I am being brave and setting strong boundaries that I need. And, I am taking my time. I am no longer allowing myself to be rushed beyond my capacity, in any way. I am moving forward in strength at a pace that is healthy for me. I am so grateful. It has been a long time coming.

Just before SIR started I had kind of an opening and realised that what we are IS sexual energy. It IS love. It IS beauty. It is our "beingness" and it wants to be expressed and shared. And blocking it leads to great harm and suffering. I have been sick since the last SIR in October. It feels like now, finally, something is changing. I will not go back to my old job. I want to give creativity much more space in my life, and I feel called to create "spaces of authenticity" for people to get in touch with their beingness. I get in touch with how much I have internalised the suppression that comes with the system, but I also believe it is getting purified now. I am working on different projects now, which feel much more life-affirming.

Dear Jacqueline, so far the very greatest "thing" is: I focus on Joy, Lightness and compassion. And no longer waiting for others/the world to change and emit these frequencies, but I am the one to start with... and to allow myself to no longer being occupied in hopelessness with the darkness and heaviness of this world. It's quite wonderful and gives me more rest and surely I stay there as long as I can.... but with the knowing that we all are in the awakening together gives me a lot of strength and compassionate endurance... I am 70 now, I saw it all, I went through whatever and now I give myself the gift of LOVING.

Dear OG and all team members, My commentary on immersion. I am feeling more pulled by nature and surrounding physical locations call to me , I get a strong feeling to go here and not to go there. I am in stronger communication with the plants and one time I almost fully felt the plant frequency. It seems I am falling deeper into now and can not remember the past so well. I am strongly purifying the toxic hatred, self hatred and hatred of other. I am seeing how certain people and external world is about generating the toxic hatred inside me. I can usually hear the incoming immersion signal and the Reboot signal. Fantastic immersion.

Dear Jacqueline, Immersion Update: So far, on 4/13, I have noticed that I can smell flowers and other unwelcome scents like urine/body odor, etc., more strongly (always had a good sense of smell), now it seems stronger and clearer from further away. Emotionally, I can see things coming up for me that are old; perhaps ancestral. I am able to see them clearly as patterns, like at an arm's distance, vs. being totally under their control. I still react strongly at times, but catch it quicker, and can see that it's a pattern.

We moved back to Cairns on the 2nd of April. I booked months ahead and didn't plan it that way but how significant that it aligned with this SIR. Beauty and nature are dominating more now. Our children, doing better in different ways as well. More peace, calm, reverence for the earth, and a base level of happiness that is more steady and constant now.

Yesterday, people across the globe witnessed the horror actions of a lone attacker in Bondi, Sydney Australia. All I knew to do, was to place immediate assistance within the purification space for all the victims, their families, as well as the attacker himself – now dead. Today, I felt what it meant to be moved from 'within the body' – to act in the moment without positive or negative judgment – with the focus on deep compassion, for all.

I’m stunned. The video and the writing in the SIR4 email (part of this silent immersion retreat) just joined so many dots, resulting in a major insight in me, a big “Aha” moment, as it’s called in German. A new map of the world (re)appears in me. The smallboxedness opens out into a network of felt connections; an uncontainable excitement is stirred, the stresses of body, mind and emotions diminished and becoming part of a greater grounded vista. Wow.

Wow, I have been with you for several years now, and for me, SIR 4 is the most powerful of all. An explosion within me of happiness, joy, gratitude and reverence of the Earth.

3 Lakes. What a beauty, light and colors! Slowly I begin to remember and see through the veils.

I’ve been connecting with this Immersion deeply. The first week was extremely difficult for my physical body. I felt that my body was shutting down and then coming back online. A reset? During the Solar Eclipse I sat in meditation and I heard the sound of the cosmos. It was a very profound experience. Then when returning to daily life a few colleagues who publicly disrespected me long ago got laid off. I’ve noticed that calm open brightness is my normal navigational system no matter what’s happening outside of me.

Dear Jaqueline, I feel as though things are coming up and leaving daily, it's so rapid, the sudden internal shift as I feel a pattern transmute is occurring more and more...So far there is much in my stomach, deep childhood trauma moving, pain, fear, guilt, and punishment. I feel healing the mother wound very strongly this immersion, realising that I haven't been plugging into my own source connection and instead plug in via someone else's source connection is huge!!!

Jacqueline’s silent immersion offerings are truly glorious! Earth-shaking, themselves unshakable, infinitely tender! Like a mother taking hold of her child ... It’s been amazing, starting with the opening immersion video with its flowing flowering imploding energy mandalas… to today’s Total Surrender surprise!

On the 2nd, for the opening of this SIR, I travelled from my head to my heart. There was no judgement but a clear subtle hammering on my chest area. I felt a pressure from above in my chest lifting me up higher and higher, I became vast and my being was vibrating fully.

I'm really connecting the dots between picking up food addiction frequencies and the link with the outside world and money. The event 'food, craving and addiction' always brings me so many deeper layers and understanding.

Dear Jacqueline, Never before the SIR took me so deep in as this one. I feel that the intensity is giving me the strength to cope the situation in this time.

Kawowza! 6 days into the April SIR...EPIC! An amazing space where things are not spiralling out of control, nor spiralling into control. Just spiralling...and spiralling. Neither positive nor negative, just Is-ness. Flowing...and very spacious.

The first days of the April Immersion made me feel so happy, so much more being my REAL self. It is inspiring, relaxed and my days are in an until now not-known harmony. Meditation, listening and watching the beautiful video of Ernesto and Jacqueline, being outside in nature, seeing the colors more intense and hearing the birds sing so much clearer. I also rested a lot and sleep very deeply. It really is another energy of Radio Future-Positive!!! It also makes clear the things in me that are (not yet) purity and needs my attention, but for the first time I can see them with softness; they have been so long my enemies.

Wow! What a start to the immersion! During the opening meditation I had the most extraordinary experience - I experienced my whole body recalibrating, turning inside out & back to front and the spirals of my DNA inverting. A total reorganisation of my reality, quite incredible. I had been struggling to stay in my body the weeks beforehand but since the SIR has begun I notice I feel much more grounded physically.

"Appointment with the past" was so beautiful! I felt nurturing, peace, joy, & pain, some anger / frustration? coming from Earth. New Earth body (SIR video)-- Awed by the power of the video -- the imagery, the colours, their movement, the music and the words.

Last night I felt deep sadness for a million little and big things, that were rolling around in me. While waking up this morning I felt a tree consciousness touching me. I was surprised and it felt so light, so pure and joyful! I saw clear images of branches of a certain tree and his sibling against the sun rays waving in soft breeze. They live close to here. I believe, they belong to the sequoia tree family. I got up and went to visit them. It was so exciting to have received their invitation. I stayed with them for a long while. There was so much love. I had listened to 'Earth trigonometry' while falling asleep the night before and put redwood forest in my specific focus.

As soon as I saw your image in the second video, the warmth in my chest was instant and powerful. I feel so connected to all that is. This SI is profound.

'Appointment with the past' touched me deeply. Something extraordinary and pivotal unfolded from it. The music from Ernesto Fiks is so immaculately attuned and I felt my heart flowering when the Condor flew high in the sky with its magnificent elongated wings.

The SIR opening meditation was amazing. I really felt connected on the gold frequency to everyone out there who had also joined. There was so much excitement initially until everything quietened down and there was a strong sense of beauty and belonging, love and connectedness.

Dear Jaqueline. The immediate assistance I received 3 months ago has had lasting positive effects. I wrote in a desperate moment, suffering from long and relentless insomnia and racing thoughts about all possible negative futures for my family. I requested assistance with sleep and this specific anxiety. After I wrote, sleep immediately came and I have not had a trace of insomnia since. No more melatonin other substances. This is life changing.

This is one of the most powerful, transforming SIR I have experienced so far …

Dear Jacqueline, the video "New Earth body" is wondrous and amazing. I felt a deep joy. A great great experience!!! Today I feel very light, energetic and happy.

This morning awoke in very expansive space, then began to read today's Reboot, 'The Earth refuses to carry the energies that perpetuate Suffering', 'No longer plugging into the Pain Body' - And a HUGE recalibration happened within, which continued throughout listening to Reboot as well. A major release which shifted entire personal signature.

During the opening meditation this SIR, I feel something, a space in my head was pulsing with massive expansion. My dog and I knew simultaneously when the meditation reached an end. How powerful. While watching the first video, i could physically sense myself on the positive future timeline, as if i suddenly finally get it.

A few minutes before the meditation at the beginning of SIR I quickly went home on a grey street in Vienna when all of a sudden I felt a wave of love from Mother Earth coming over me like a wave of the ocean. It was covering me in a field of freedom and love - a frequency so beautiful that it is like a dream come true.

You are so radiant and beautiful dear Jacqueline, it helps me to set myself free in the purity of my beauty unfolding. Thank you dearest Ernesto Fiks for your ever expanding talent.

This morning I reactivated the Recurring Reboot group for my son because I put him in the SIR. When I saw his name in the dashboard deep emotions came to the surface. I cried like a wolf and felt like a wounded animal. My father and cousin appeared in the space. It feels like a great purification in the male family line took place. After this I sat in silence. My body was trembling inside. It all took about 20 minutes. It feels a great burden has been taken away, leaving space for all that needs to come.