Erasing the mainframe.
Dec 4, 2021 — Purification track (mp3)
Take control, endure and stay the course while persisting through huge difficulties. Call the shots. Continue deciding what happens regardless; even more than before. Take on that depth stamina, that even you think you do not have. Bring out every last bit of what is redundant, ensuring it is all cleared away. Face down feelings that you are on the wrong track, cannot succeed, or will not be able to live the life you wish to.
Systems breakdown is not an easy experience to navigate. Nothing works smoothly. People are all over the place. Spectators who take no responsibility and do little themselves tend to look on, pretending it is nothing to do with them, waiting to be told what to do. They even suggest it is your fault. And more and more pressure builds to knock you off your course as the forces previously holding the mainframe together unravel and break apart.
It is at this very point that you only dig deeper and refuse to accept anything else other than what you decide takes place. You are erasing the mainframe - and everything which does not belong will not stay. This is regardless of what fear you experience and however much difficulty you go through. It makes no difference. In the end everything will be brought into your frequency and not the other way around.
The key is seeing through the mechanism of deletion. Abandoning who or what has been binding you is only the first step. Then you have to purposively erase it by overwriting it: you deciding how things should be rather than anyone or anything else. Being angry and afraid is part of the experience. The old will grow far stronger temporarily because it has been cut adrift and no longer has any root. But bad weather always blows over. The tides always wash in - and they also wash out. These things are simply obeying their own nature and are already configured to remove themselves. Meanwhile you are on the fast track, doing what simply must be done.
* Notice the sounds at the beginning of the track: how they crescendo, then suddenly clear. *
Related collections: Karmic delete 1-7.
Event: Reboot groups.
Included: 1 mp3 (20 mins), 1 transcript (pdf).