The antidote to pain is trust. Trust is deep listening in full communion with the source of our own being. That connection has a very precise mechanism, given to us at birth, and if we nakedly meet our own selves in the purification space, we need nothing else to embody all that we are.
Many of us have suffered trauma and abuse especially in childhood. As a result we form a pain body which leads us, quite understandably to build another pathway by which to connect to the Source, because meeting ourselves alone is so uncomfortable. Effectively we set up false gods on the external, which would seem to plug the gap between who we have become and that far away sense of home.
But these substitutes in the end bring us great pain. Not only do they invariably come with a cost, we still cannot master our own lives, ourselves. The pain driving us in the first place only grows and in the end it takes over, leading us to become numb. We cannot feel the Source, we do not know whether it is present or absent, and we start to develop a lack of trust in ourselves ... and then others.
The recording today, comes on the back of a very intense purification, where either you or someone in your family, is deeply intertwined with pain and a substitute for the pain: driving the roots of that pain even deeper into your bodies and your family line. Many of your ancestors have been medicated or addicted. A lot of you have tried to use your minds and theories to work out how to be perfect. And a fair number are dealing with using alcohol, sugar, mind altering chemicals and/or shamanic substances to keep your pain body at bay.
I am always purifying. My tracks take any personal purification deeper.
Play while you meditate, do things, lie in the bath … until all the words go in without losing awareness or falling asleep. Listen for yourself or for someone else, naming them silently within at the beginning. You can also play the recording with the sound turned down in the background, while you are busy or sleeping.
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Your purification was once again completed today in Bosnia, 300m underground in the high frequency tunnels beneath the Pyramid of the Sun. The Silent Immersion Retreat is two thirds of the way through and is getting deeper and deeper. In the next few days, there will be a MailChimp coming round - do make sure you are on the mailing list.
Much love x
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